Shit bitches

I don't like the girls at Charlestown McDonalds anymore. Way to rude to me.. News flash, Get over yourselves and stop being bitches! I really wish some of you would act your age and stop thinking your better then me when I come into work. If you don't like me dont talk to me, Don't make my time or Joshs any harder at work because if it keeps up I will say something to all of yous and bring you down to the level that will make you feel awkward to be around me. So back off all of you seriously front, back and cafe girls.. Just because I'm not there as much anymore doesn't give you the right to treat me like shit.

Sleeping over

Lately I havnt been sleeping in my own bed, I have rarely been at home and all I want to do is sleep in my nice queen sized double bed is that to much to ask. Don't get me wrong sleeping over at joshs is great I love to sleep next to a warn body almost every night but his bed is only a single and he doesn't get that much air flow coming in through his window, I get itchy too quickly. Sighh I just don't know what I want anymore. The thing is I want a big bed with Josh in it!!

Love

Like I said I am in love it hurts
Why does it feel this good
Who cares I love the feeling.
What do other people feel like
Do they feel like this
Or is it just me
I hope it's just me because then I will be the happiest women on earth
Oh love.

make the music STOP!

"burn them down!"

hm hm mm, what to say hello!

i haven't blogged in a while, i was reading through my old blogs and thought.. whoa, things have changed so much!!

example a.
I now have a boyfriend Josh, i have for almost five months now.
The best five months of my life, Every time I'm with him i feel like my heart beats more beats then what is supposed to, It's the best feeling.. The feeling of about to have a heart attack and soon could be six feet under, but who cares. I surely don't, He makes me more happier then anyone in this world. His been through so much in his life time, If i were in the same position i would have broke down so long ago, it's amazing that he doesn't everyday. Valentines day is around the corner (wow just thought back to last year) and Josh and I probably aren't doing anything we have talked about it but i don't think his that sort of guy that celebrates the none holiday event. I only feel joyous for the 14th because I've never had a boyfriend and I've always felt so alone when the time can each year and the girls would bring their roses to school, i was jealous of every girl who had one.. but whatever life goes on, it shouldn't be one day a year that i guy and girl so love for each other it should be everyday.. That's what i think anyways, but I'm so happy at this moment in time i couldn't care less if we do something or not.

example b.
I'm no longer friends with at least 3/4 of my friends.. It's like i've dropped off the planet and no longer exist, I've been so wrapped up in my own little world i haven't stopped to think about what the long term result is going to cause with me and my friends. I feel some what bad in a way but it's life people go people stay.
Thinking back to valentines day last year.. I had at least 30 gay friends from Newcastle who knew me.. now i could only name probably 3 or 4 that i actually talk to now. Like last Valentines day i spent it over at my friends house and got so drunk i couldn't even stand up, i hope this year is somewhat different.

example c.
I have a new job but still keeping maccas on the side
This new job is great, I love the people i work with and the people who come in each day their all so nice. I couldn't have asked for a better job.

So there's my blog for tonight, that's all i could really think of at the moment, Josh is coming over after work, so i better go clean some more :) and ice the icing on this brilliant cake i googled earlier before.
Oh i also turned 18 since the last time i blogged, haven't really done much with the power though, except buy alcohol, smokes and scratchies, won $8 on the scratchie so there is so power RIGHT THERE.